First piece of writing in ages!

This is a diaryist Hunter S Thompson piece: in retrospect I missed a lot of important stuff which I might revise and to it*; but if you bare with, and give a read? And by the way, to clarify once more, I'm 99.9% sure this is a absolutely terrible embarrassing teenage fake-poet type piece.

*these mainly thoughts about the Tibetain Book of the Dead, some essays and lenin, em cioran, guy bedord - an

First piece of writing in ages!