Hey guys, this is my first post. I have only recently started writing. After a few failed attempts this is the first story that I'm somewhat satisfied with. Feedback would be most welcome!
---- An irreversible morning ----
They sat outside and it was very hot and there was no wind and no shade. Glasses stood on the small, uneven table, empty. None of them had spoken for some time. They stared into the empty parking lot which was adjacent to an even emptier street. One man undid the top button of his shirt and then wiped the sweat off his brow with his sleeve; it left a dark stain.
Beneath them was a blinding white. The ground was covered with white gravel and shone in the noon sun. The legs of their chairs dug into the layers of gravel and never stood comfortably. They did not speak, but all of them knew they thought about the same thing, thought about that morning, only a few hours in the past but irreversible.
They had left for work this morning as they so often had done before. Richard, the eldest, a tall and lean man with a serious face, had picked them up with his car. Every seat of the car had been occupied, all four. But now there were only three men sitting at the table.
"Should we have another drink?" Richard asked.
"What we should do is get out of this goddamn heat."
"I'm still thirsty. What about you, John? You want another beer?"
"I don't know," John said uncertainly. "I'll have one if you're having one."
"Christ, John. It's always the same with you isn't it. Can't you make up your own mind for once." the third man spoke.
"Leave him alone, Red. We'll all have another beer."
"No, I won't leave him alone. It's because of him we're in this goddamn mess in the first place! If he'd only stood up for himself for once in his life." Red said, raising his voice. The people at the other tables looked at the three men. Red looked back at them, the expression on his sunbrowned face hostile. John lowered his head and stared at his hands, ashamed."
The woman of the cafe walked toward their table; Richard asked for three more beers. Some moments later, she came back with the beers and placed them on the table. Richard reached for his pocket and took out his wallet. He sighed.
"I haven't got any money left." he said, his voice void of strength.
"Me neither." John spoke, not even looking up.
"There is still some left in," Red said, but could not finish what he had begun to say. He looked at the woman, who was still waiting, and then at Richard. He took a deep breath. "There is still some," he began again. "in HIS wallet."
The men fell silent. Red looked about him; searching for a response from the other men but found none. John's eyes were still upon his hands, and Richard gazed intently toward the street.
"Should I … use the money?"
Richard turned toward Red, his eyes pale and distant.
"Just pay the woman."
Red took the money from the wallet and gave it reluctantly to the woman; he could not look her in the eyes when he did.
There was now a shade, for a single cloud had moved in front of the sun. They sat unmoving, silent. None but Richard had touched his drink. John wiped his eyes with his hand, and Red saw he was crying. He shook his head and looked away, fixing his eyes intently upon Richard, who felt that he was being watched and turned to face Red.
"What are we gonna do now?" Red asked. "We can't just go back to work and then home, like nothing happened, can we?"
"Of course we can. We have to."
"It's easy for you, Richard. You'll just go home to your empty house and get drunk and pass out. But we have to go home to our families. How am I gonna look my wife in the eyes and tell her it was just an another day, that nothing interesting happened, just that Stevenson didn't show up and nobody'd heard from him."
Richard did not answer, could not answer. He muttered something and stood up. He took his glass and drank, in slow, steady gulps, what remained of his beer.
"We should head back to work. We can't be late, not today. Nothing can be out of the ordinary." Richard said as he put on his jacket. "Let's go."
John quickly rose and followed Richard, who had already started to walk away.
Red stayed behind and reached for a pack of cigarettes in his pocket. He took a smoke and lighted it, inhaling deeply. He noticed that his hands were trembling and that his mouth was dry, so he took his glass and drank the cold beer, but found that he could barely swallow it. Rising to his feet, he dropped his cigarette on the floor, ground it with his heavy boot and gazed toward the street, toward the two men, who he would have called his friends the day before. He went after them and they walked toward the empty street together, with the sun high and brilliant above them, like a great eye watching all.
THE END.
An irreversible morning
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